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u said u ren enuff of me.. haven i've been doing the same. everytime quarrel u said u always the 1 to bow down to me.. but haven me been doing the same as well. u compared ytd wat help me take things den i nv and such. ohh pls.. are u being calculative or wat? in ya eyes or mayb in ya frens eyes as well i'm such a useless, fucked up, lousy, self-centered and not caring enuff bf. but am i really tt bad? or r u askin alot from me? u said u changed for me.. yes i do see the change in u. but how abt me? go ask ard my frens. ask them how much i changed for you from now compared to the past. i lied to my ex gfs all the time. but bcoz of u. i tell u everywhr i'm going, who i'm going out with and my everything. i did all these for wat? u said u wanted a good v day wif me and wat i did. go ard to search for good restaurants, planning things. all bcoz of who? everytime quarrel i kept quiet coz i juz wan to keep my cool n dun wanna blast anything out from my mouth. i juz tired of quarrels so i keep quiet to admit my fault. all bcoz of who? mayb in ya eyes i'm nt doin enuff but am i really nt doing enuff? or isit u expect 2 much from me? always in ya blog u r tellin ppl we quarrel n how bad i've been. but m i really tt bad? am i really nt good enuff for u? i starting to wonder what else i need to do n sacrifice for my love 1. u n paulyn are good frens but i wonder wat u all chat abt. try speakin to ya parents. ask them whether am i a good bf? bcoz of u my love, i gave up so much entertainment. lost my grp of frens. i gave up my friday to u. i no longer go out wif them as often if u realise. how lately did u hear anything abt them from me? do u hear them callin me as often as last time? this clubbin thing i oredi tell u i dun like my gf to club. but everytime u say wanna club. did i allow? taida bday din even plan to go M.O.S at all. is bcoz of u they wanna go M.O.S.. we noe M.O.S is not the place for us. but we still wanted to go coz taida noe i worried abt u. but in the end nv go coz it was 2 ex. n i tell him nvm. no need go M.O.S coz it's his bday. and they assure me that if anything were to happen to u. they will go down find u wif me together.. today dun wanna u club coz i oredi tell ya dad we wun go home late oredi. y can't u understand me. i oredi tell u i smsed ya dad but u still insist to go Zouk. n this zouk thing i oredi tell u like last week tt we are gg. i noe today u surely will tell me u wanna go. i oredi prepared for a quarrel. tts y in the end i nv go. if not i can still go de. but bcoz of u. i have to bomb my frens again. haf u spared a thought for me? how many times u hear me say going to club? u jolly well bcoz of u wanting to club. i always haf to pester my frens to go with me. am i not doing enuff? for u? am i really tt lousy? ever since the day we were together how many times u haf said the words break up? umpteen times. ever since the day we were together, how many times u have asked to me pack my things and leave? do u ever noe how i feel? bcoz of u, i no longer contacted bi lu. if u realise. why? coz u mind me meetin her. so she call i nv answer. do u noe how i feel? i really did my best to please u. ytd nt bcoz i purposely i drag my time. is bcoz we quarrel so i dun wanna meet u until we settle everything. if not i'm gonna slp outside ya room again. is i drag eric out to meet me bcoz we were quarreling. and u keep askin me dun come. so i told eric to acc me till we ok. u always mentioned we got differents views. but let me tell u, if ever u can find 2 persons with the same identical view, let me know. each got their own views. quarrels are inevitable in a r/s. sigh.. i juz wanna let u know i really love you. but mayb i'm juz nt doin enuff to make u feel i'm the 1 for u. always giving u attitude and such. mayb i'm juz a piece of shit bf. i'm just nt doing enuff. but i can tell u. I did my best to gif u the perfect world.





你说我太孩子气总不懂得照顾一颗纤细的心

其实我一直很用心

只是没有说明未来蓝图在心里

你常说我太实际不懂表达心中浪漫的情绪

其实我只是很小心

为爱你而准备直到眼前一切就绪

oh!只有为你我愿变成影子跟随着你寸步不离

oh!只有为你我的心变成了一座城堡

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