tues(18th)
wad a drama.
i thought we broke up.
but he all of a sudden say he's gonna find me later.
den we msg den quarreled agn. wow.
he said he'll reach at 12.
den change to 2 because he met up with eric.
well done seriously.
just imagine if i last min meet up with my friend before gg over to his place,
how would he react to it?
most probably get it from him.
it's ok. i'll do the same to him one day.


den now it's being pushed to 2.45am.
i'm not happy about the time being pushed later and later.
he said i asked him not to come.
if i didn wan him to come, i wouldn have asked if he was comin from e 1st timin.
girls always meant the oppo.
then now he msg sayin,' wad la... stop pushin the limits... after drink i can alwaes go back with them. i can no need go ya hse. but y i go over. u go think lo.'
i replied,' u said u're comin over in e 1st place. tts y i waited for u... den u kept draggin e time. so it's my fault eh?'
his reply: ' i go out with my fren oso cannot mei... sigh. sorry la'
i replied,' can can...u said to come at 12. den u all of a sudden go out with ur fren. den i gotta wait till 2. den no pushed till 2.45. if i do tt to u, do u think u'll be happy abt it? u tink abt it lorz... den u noe i'm unhappy abt it, den u still show me att. i didn do anything wrong dar. be fair.'

den he reached my hse at 2.30am. wadeva...

today(19th our anni)
everything ok already. went to tm eat dinner.
went to serangoon to watch him play soccer.
den we quarreled agn.
he's gg to zouk with eric n his soccer teammates.
i wasn't tempted to go at 1st till i heard wilkin's gf is gg as well.
damn curious how she'll behave and party n stuff.
so i randomnly asked paulynn if she wanna go zouk.
she was tempted too!
but den he didn allow me to. say i keep clubbing den go hm late.
den finally when they got off e cab, on my way hm, he sent a msg,
'not i dun wan let u go... u go later in e end have to look out for u. den can't enjoy also. i not gg there dance also.'
when i saw this msg, i was seriously SUPER PISSED OFF.
i told paulyn he's really so fucked up. wad a reason to give to his gf.
i replied,'i oso didn ask u to look out for me. u sae until i spoil ur fun if i go dere. den i dun spoil ur fun la. whr got bf tell tt to e gf de.'
he sae till as if i'm a burden to him lorz. super pissed off.
i asked paulynn to go cuz i noe eric will be gg so den he'll have to acc eric. den at least i have paulynn. mean enuff but i told paulynn wilkin's gf was worst den eileen. LOL! so we were all damn interested in her already! i thought it'll be fun. but oh well... everything spoilt.

anyway, my mum caught me lyin to her. taut will kana scoldin when i reach hm. but nope. thank god. anyway, didn meet up with paulynn since not gg since all mood spoilt. wadeva la~
his reason is always the same.' not gd at his words.'
ya. so den i have to tolerate tt n get hurt each time izit? is tt being fair to me?
so means i can be hurtful with my words too den use tt same reason. seriously, tts no excuse.
when i'm angry, i'll jus scold fuck n etc. for u, i type e sms den delete agn unless i was really tt pissed too. i do think it tru. but why can't u den?

u dun like ur gf to club. i rarely club already. if not anyone who ask me, i bound to go. i only club when u club as well. sat u said u guys gg mos most prob, so tuna asked me, den i agreed to go. den today u gg to zouk, so i just wanna tag along. i dun need u to tc of me too. u felt restricted. den wad abt me? u link it to honesty. say u can lie to me tt u're gg out instead of tellin e truth abt gg to zouk. i can lie to u as well, if i wan to. but i chose to be as transparent as possible. u wanna lie den u go ahead lorz. i can't stop u n i wont noe as well. but in e 1st place, we were quarreling abt e way u use ur words. den u suddenly link it to honesty.

quarrel quarrel and more quarrels...
wad a anni. start of 19, quarreling. end of 19, quarreling as well.
wadeva la...
-tired-
-sick-