Tts what he said.

Dar, I angry, unhappy or upset, u’ll still show me att lei. I’m feeling bad already den u still show me att. I felt much worst. I angry with u, den I oso will give in. I may complain a lot in my blog but u duno how much I’ve been tellin my friends e happy things tt we’ve done. friends read e blog, may have bad impression towards u, but den I’ll always side u n start tellin how gd u are. To me, being honest to their partners is the most important thing. Be as transparent as possible to gain the trust and trust each other. Lyin to ur exs all e time. Doesn make me feel secure though. Wad if one dae u decide to lie to me agn? Anyway, it’s gd tt u’ve changed. I guess I’m really expectin a lot from u. even joc thinks so. But wad is tt tt makes u think I’m expecting a lot from u? I noe u dun like me to club. But I rarely club already. U noe I like to dance tts y I go club. It’s e same as I dun like u to drink but I still allow u to go. I did compromise for tt already if not whenever tuna or Lincoln ask me to go, I sure go one lorz. I even asked for ur permission to go. I can jolly well last min tell u I’m gg clubbin lorz. I seriously duno abt e MOS thing. I felt bad abt it. Sorry for the trouble. Today, I wanna go, really because I wanna see Helena how she’ll behave n party. I already said if I’m gg, I’ll sae I’m gg to paulynn’s hse already. I wont be gg hm late. I allow u to go to zouk in e 1st place. U dun club, but u drink. For me, I dance I dun drink. It’s like e same thing. I dun like u to drink, but I allow u still. U dun allow me to club, I ask for ur permission. At times u sae no, I didn go already. U unhappy with wad, I dun do. I really listen to u already lorz. I admit i dun feel comfortable with u meetin bilu. But I still allow u to. But u’ll ask me to go along which I dun like. Stil rmb wad I said in e past blog abt u keep wantin to intro bilu to me n assure tt she can be a gd fren of mine? U can go meet her. But dun drag me in. I’ll ask if I can follow if I feel comfortable. U didn contact bilu already. I didn contact Melvin already. Jus cuz u dun like me to sit bike, I totally stop. N I can tel u, I like to sit on bikes. But cuz u wont be happy, I oso stop. I cannot sit on his bike, den it’s not convenient for me n him to meet up. So I rarely meet up with him already. I used to sneak out n meet him at simpang or outside my hse, u dun like, I oso stop already. N u nv once slp outside my room. I’m sorry for the eric’s matter. I didn noe. Seriously, u dun tell me things, I will nv noe e truth de lorz. Den I argue n blame u den u dun sae. Den u dun expect me to noe e truth jus like tt right? Tts y I always sae, wadeva u’re unhappy with r wadsoeva, u gotta voice out. I cant read ur mind. I need u to tell me ur views n opinions. Seriously dar, I can’t stand u givin me att. I angry with u yst, u jus hug me n stuff den I ok already. Den just now I nudge u n called u, u showed me att. Just now we quarrelled because of e way u phrase ur words. Den I gave in n u showed me att. U noe I’m sick, but u dun treat me as one. I really need someone who can tc of me when I’m sick. I noe u’ve changed a lot for me. I did see e change in u. really thank you. I oso wanna let u know I really love u a lot. Everyone can see I put in much more effort in this rs as compared to e rest. My most serious rs, excluding this rs, is my previous one. Seriously, I can say as compared to how I treat u, I treated him really bad. I didn even cook once for him during the 1yr 4 months. For u, I even volunteered myself n u noe I dun cook or rather I dislike cookin. Not to compare, just to show how important u are to me… I did my best to give u e perfect world too. My tolerance level for u is much higher den even for my parents. U can see, I alwaes get pek chek easily den started talking back already. For u, I really ren n even gave in. it’s really my prob. It seems like every rs, I nv fail to keep quarrelling. Sorry to drag u in… tts all I wanna say… oh ya! And try to change the way u phrase ur words… u may not mean tt way but e way u phrase it, it meant another. Before typin, think it tru 1st… sorry my silly boy…

Funny sia… I seriously didn realise there were some chi words till I edit the post den I saw e change. Anyway, I dun understand some but some are really sweet…..