i'm hurt.
it's ok... it's alright.
you told me that you more sensitive than i am... that's for sure?
i doubt so...
jocelyn has high sensitivity?
maybe for your case, but definitely not mine.
i'm speechless to an extent already...
jocelyn is an issue between us...
that's for sure.
i really thank god there's kat to accompany me today if not i'll be the "extra" one again...
kat can sense it too... maybe because i've told her beforehand but somehow, she's still able to feel it...
but not them...
it's ok... it's alright...
if they can't feel it, then let it be...
i can't do anything about.
can i tell them? no.
because in future, it'll make the situation feel so awkward when there' 3 of us...
thanks kat for listening to my problems...
at least she shares my burden...

he's contradicting.
last fri(18 may), he said over the msg that he was done with consideration and the answer was obvious.
but yst(22 may), he said over the msg that he's still considering...
ok. WELL DONE.
my mood plunged all the way to the rock bottom.

i know he feels weird when he's with kat and i.
but why didn he feel that for me as well?

talking serious stuff with him now...