mon(24): woke up real early at 8+am. crazy freaks, we went to chinatown for bah kut teh breakky then we walked down to the central at clark quay. explored every level of the central because we were too bored and free. LOL! then we headed to liang court for the japan supermart and as usual, he boughts lots of foodies. him=food=pig=to be slaughtered=my food=:). ok lame. sorry. then we headed down to nyp by cab because it was abt to rain. omg. met pokie there to submit the application form and she went off for her mj session while we took cab down to amk hub for a movie. fatal move~ hk gangsters show. as usual. seriously, damn disgusting man! chop of hand, fingers, head n etc as if they're chopping vegetables. er xin. oh ya! b4 the movie, we ate at new york new york. oh... the spag vongole there is so much better than pastamania.like duh maybe~ the clams are much bigger than pastamania n waraku. but i was quite surprised the vongole in white wine was kinda spicy. -_-. i was having both sore throat n cough. wth~ anyway, after the movie, we headed back to chinatown to meet sr n gf. they had booked e ticks to go genting next month. sadly to say, i wont be gg. anyway, dey go there to gamble, me cnt enter. so no pt. save up e money den! hmmmm. frankly speaking, i wasn't happy with the behaviour of his gf. i didn show it v obvious but i jus simply turn ard to look at somewhr else whenever i was unhappy. they haven even settle e genting trip ticks n she was tinkin of gg to look at her hp. then she was e one who wanted to go, but when payin, she suddenly dun wanna go. then unhappy den jus walked off. for me, if u dun even give ur bf face, den i dun see y i need to give u face already. but i gave delvin n sr face, seriously. when she unhappy or kp, i sooo wanna argh! slappin her away in my mind man. u maybe close to ur bf n delvin. but not me. even though it's only me, but u should still give ur bf face infront of his friends. settle it when we're not ard. argh! sorry but to say, not a v gd impression already. but oso not the 1st time already. oh welll... i will not try to entertain her in the near future unless i am being forced to. ate at the complex, 3 of us sat tgt, she sat at the other side. it was a round table. wtf. we ordered some dishes to share while she ordered her own food. she finished her food way before us. in my mind i was thinking, then y dun u go hm 1st n not spoil the atmosphere dere? wadeva~ i had a really bad sore throat n cough but i still asked delvin to go ahead to call curry fish head, sambal kang kong n fried sotongs. i ate a mouth, i drank a sip of sugarcane. my throat was really bad and became worst. but my pt is dun affect others because of urself. tt shouldn be e way... grow up girl even when u're 2yrs older... time to be alittle more mature. ok i sound real pissed.yes i am. even more when i recall this whole matter.... anyway, both of us took bus no.2 home! lol! another hour of bus journey but at least we had seats unlike e train...

ppl who work and buy branded, tts nth.
cuz u work and earn it.
but ppl who dont work and buy branded, tts smth.
cuz u dun have to work to earn it.

ppl who are rich, buy branded n look gd, tts nth.
but ppl who are rich yet dun buy branded n stil look tt gd, tts smth.

i'll be working from this thurs to next fri...
really hard on cash.
his b'day n a debt to clear to my parents.
f* it.
no more signing of cards.
just gonna spend within my limits.
tts should be e way in e 1st place...
i know.








u stopped working.
gg to genting next month's 24-27.
i predict u wont be finding a job till then.
the way you manage ur life,
gives no security to me abt the future.
if this is ur mentality and mindset,
then dating will be gd enough tts all.
i just hope we can spend within our limits.
dont have to eat really gd. average will be fine.
thinking of how to clear e debt and how much cash i really need,
already scares me n givin me pressure.
if not i wont be working.
my allowance will be sufficient for me to survive till then...
i know u don't plan.
but i think it's time to plan and not just spending ur daily life like it is right now...
money just kept flowin out but none coming in.
tt shouldn be e way...
i need someone who can secure me with a future,
and one whom i can really rely on with no worries...
<3