Tuesday, 19 February 2008

in the past,
i'll get food for him.
sometimes when i'm in school,
i have to purposely go until opposite school's coffee shop to get what he want.
but you know what,
there was this time he raised his voice at me because i didn't get food for him.
i remember that very clearly.

but guess what?
he never once ask me if i needed food nor packet any food for me.

i still remember once,
i bought chicken rice. he didn't tell me his bro or mum wanted too.
so i bought 2 packets only.
in the end, don't know took one packet.
i didn't eat and ren until late at night.

i'm starting to wonder,
do so much for wad.

he finally picked up the call,
after i ask his mum to wake him up from his sleep.
i ask if he was coming.
he kept quiet.
why is it always me taking the initiative and asking like as if i'm in the wrong?

i soooo wanna let go of everything.

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