you know what's the most hurtful thing to a lover?
is you treating the person so nice and putting in so much effort,
yet that person says you're just putting up a show.
ha! what's the point then.
stil can say that's not how i treat you.
ya ya ya.
i'm treating you like a piece of shit.
i'm a fucking poser.
i don't know how i should treat you already.
i put in 110% of my everything,
yet you say i'm a fuckingt poser.
ha!
my heart really aches and hurts.

just for that sentence,
let's just end after the hk trip.
don't turn my love for you into hatred.
why can't you understand from my point of view?
why...

drink drank drunk.
drank to drown my sorrows.
but i'm still sober.
that's why tears roll down...

high plus seh~
who cares...

why when i'm the one who is supposed to be upset,
but yet i'm the one who gave in and still,
i gotta tolerate your attitude.

the cardi i bought for you,
will be the last pressie...

ain't good to be sober.
best to be drunk.
knock out.

to you,
no matter how much effort i've put in,
i'm just playing your feelings ya?
always finding excuses to end with you.
ain't serious about this rs.

i'll end this rs after the hk trip...
let it be our 1st and last trip...

still say will fetch me from work... if i didn't call you, would you be awake?
last time i late, you say me.
what about yourself?

[ fucking emo ]