sadness and tiredness.
that's all i can say for now.

it was for his sake.
yet i got that treatment in return.
i shouldn't care then i won't be finding trouble for myself.

i'm such a loser.
after receiving such treatment, i still dug my own graveyard.
called him to ask if he was gonna picked me up from work.
got another treatment.
well done.

i seriously don't think i deserve to be treated in this manner, ya...
you're lack of sleep. get pek chek easily.
but hello, i'm not the one who caused it so don't vent it on me.

i somehow regretted bringing you to challenger to get that game.
a football game.
a computer game addictor.
that's what i hate the most.

gamers.
in their world, they can only see their game and nothing else.
they can don't eat don't sleep don't go out.
they don't need food, but just that game.

with that game, i knew i would be neglected.
i'm prepared for it.
if i'm being neglected, i won't do anything.
he chose to be this way, then be it.
i'll just wash my hands off you.

i just want to make my stand clear.
i just hope you'll know your limits and have some self control.

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left 4 days of sip.
many misses to my colleagues.
without them, working life won't be so much fun.
a bunch of crazy peeps. ha!
everyday if filled with laughters.
we bitch together, [brendan's fav. ha!]
laugh together,
gossip together,
crazy together,
eat snake together,
scream together,
shop together...
gosh.
:(

all of us share the same eye candy. ha!
hohohoho... our secret. :)