right... it's 9.18am in the morning. WELL DONE. did i wake up early or ??? yes!!! i didn't sleep at all!!! gosh man! why?! because started chatting with delvin on the phone. yes! delvin goh or koh! whatever~ he was very or rather super emo. seriously, the perception of him changed after knowing some stuff about him. yup. though he's flirty and all, but still, within him, there's another side of him that not many are able to see it. i'm amazed, surprised and stunned. touched with somethings he did in the past for the girl. don't ask me what but i just couldn't remember! he just couldn't get over with it for 3 years plus already. this decemeber will be the 4th year. man man man... all i can say is to wish him best of luck. because, seriously his situation, no one is able to help him except for himself. he needs to change his mentality, or more like totally change his heart and mind, and take away those memories... i was ever in that same situation because of bryan. wherever i go, i can always link to the past memories and etc. just able to connect to him about everything, especially the things we did together, the places we had been, happy moments, sad momemts. literally everything. so delvin made me thought back of the past as well. damn it! that's so bad. but at least i'm moving on quite smoothly... delvin said he's moving on as well. hopefully ah~ 3+years already. hmmm... i just feel it's unfair for the current girlfriend. but i'm not in the position to say anything. so yup.

oh ya! he has lots of racist jokes!!! seriously alot! and i'm quite slow in catching some of them. right. just look at the time when he said those jokes. who on earth can still think properly at that point of time man! well, at least not for me. some of the racist jokes... here goes...

qns: what do you call an indian standing in between two buckets of shit, taking pictures?

qns: what do you call a bunch of indians standing infront of a white wall?

qns: how come indians don't like to eat chocolates?

qns: how come in india, when the indians squat by the roadside and shit, there'll be many ambulance?

qns: which emperior is blind?

qns: which two doors are most compatible?

qns: how do indians detect their enemies?

there are some more but i seriously can't remember already! will blog when i can recall... haha! chatting with him is quite fun actually. not many silence breaks and the conversation is funny. i'm slow in getting jokes. thus he has to explain at times and i ask questions at the wrong time.

like he was saying indians don't like to eat chocolate because they're afraid of eating their own fingers. then why chinese do not like to eat banana as well? same reason. because they're afraid of eating their own fingers. that's was my initial guess but when he told me the answer, i was like but inside the banana is white and not yellow. haha! he sian diaoz. he said i asked questions at the wrong time but i need to ask for the next question, which is why we don't eat shit? so i asked why, which was so dumb la... he replied,"you like to eat shit ah?". -_-. wha liew! ass man!

he has so many jokes la! he still has but it was over the joking time. then chatted about other stuff because he started asking me to help him with his project on quality management. sounds like PSQ man. just that his is more in depth. man man man~ i must be crazy sia... i wonder how am i going to last for the day? thank god i'll be going home for dinner. wow...

god bless me then... <3