fri(27july). i shall start from the beginning if not it'll affect my mood. why? carry on reading...

no school today. woke up at 1+. wanted to start on project but was tired still. then project matters came in. mood ain't that good. and i seriously have not much idea to write about the uniform. why did i choose those colours and that uniform? because i like? *faints. bathed and went down to eastpoint to meet chikuan. had the craving for kfc and what's more, i have coupons! LOL. sorry. budget ah~

chi kuan: cheer up ya? nothing you can do too. take a step at a time and remember... i'm just a call and 3 bus stops away... LOL.

went down to clark quay. once again, i walked! from raffles place to clark quay! goodnes~ with chi kuan, it means walking. chi kuan = walking. LOL. this time round, we tried clinic! hmmm... the cocktail they recommended isn't that nice. still say one of the popular drinks. -_-. crap. no menu. right. beer was one for one. haha! drank cocktail and beer. right. i started to be funny only but not drank ah. sober state! after we finished our drinks, the person was like," any other drinks for you guys?" *we shook our heads. she replied," hope you guys don't mind but if possible, i would like to give this seat to other people, who are waiting." along that line. like right. ok. went for a walk. ended up at the bridge. sat there, talk cock, enjoy scenery, chill, listen to music and trying to be funny. haha! fun eh~ wanted to eat mac but last train was at 12. -_-. went down to simpang instead.*faints. sat till 2+am.

dad msg. asking me to go home early. asking why am i always going home late these days. asking me not to add onto his stress.
reached home. mum sat at the basement door there. giving that damn tired face. *wtf. then i sensed something is coming. right. she asked me not to torture them. saying they are very tired. saying it's a DISGRACE FOR A GIRL TO BE OUT THERE SO LATE AT NIGHT. *fuck shit. i replied you go to the streets and see it for yourself then tell me what you see. she said that i'm only 19. i replied saying you go out on the streets now and ask for their age then you tell me. then i kept whatever-ing and hana~. -_-.

fuck shit crap. just don't like to go home these days.
what's home? a cold palace.
i enjoy myself when i'm outside with friends.
when i come home? i'm alone too.
so which do i prefer? isn't it obvious.
life is short. enjoy it to the fullest.
i'm got enough problems.
so kindly just stop adding those fuck shit to me. thanks.
if you have a problem or in trouble, who will be the ones helping you?
who will you turn to?
the last person will be your parent.
i know they're worried and it's for my own good.
but i just feel tired when facing them.
like the feeling of drinking. can't think properly, meaning? won't think too much.