11july(fri): quarreled with him. broke up with him. i thought it was for real. i didn acc him to his hospi appt. really cried alot. but there was another reason to it other than him. yup. i missed quite a few calls from agencies and etc. due to my voice, not being able to talk after or while still tearing... ha! job opportunites. poof! deleted him from msn again. and i also changed the password to my blogger acct. 1st time doing tt though. ha! oh well... the quarrel continues...


12july(sat): he came over after his soccer. hmmm... i kinda reject him at 1st though. even though we met up. but after sometime, we were back tgt agn to our normal selves...


ha! 1st time seeing my posts are so ass short man... lol. nth much those 2 days... filled with sadness tts all i guess...








at that point of time,
to me,
being single means
no tears,
no quarrels,
no stress.
kinda carefree... really.
but somewhr in me,
i know i still need a companion.
went one round,
it ended back to him again...
ha!




what's love?
changing yourself unknowingly for the person you're in love with.
but i thought one should love the other for who that person is.
hmmmm....
so what's those changing all about then.
ha.
love, it is.