ahh... ok. so how did we ended?
hmmm.... he wanna continue. i wanna continue as well.
BUT i know if we continue, the quarrels will be gg to nowhr again.
7months of quarrels, as compared to a yr of quarrels?
which is better? 7months right?
i know it myself. i can just make a fuss over any other small little things.
so long i'm unhappy. so it's unfair to him.
but tts me from young.
too spoilt. too pampered.
change? tryin to.
but 7 months, i did change tt little, how long more will i need to change even more then?
ahhhh....
quarrels are common. yes i know.
but quarrelin every other day shouldn be tt common already.
he's tired. i'm tired as well. oh welllll....
i just wanna thank him for choosing me and changing that much for me.
tt was <3.
alright... i promise to change for the better...
hopefully i will...


today(20th): bad morning to afternoon.
really bad fever, flu, cough and whatsoever.
makes me tired but having difficulty in falling aslp.
kat msg me 1st in the morning.
then him at 10am. maddness. he was awake till then. crazy boy.
then slowly, i had ppl msgin me on n off till 3plus, which i was supposed to be awake already. boo! couldn slp too. too bright and feeling real bad.
had product training. was SUPPOSED to start at 5.30pm.
i was punctual. but then it started at 6.30pm because of some assholes that came late. bloody hell. bengs~
the 1st thing that came to my mind when i 1st met kenneth was,' omg! he's so like lincoln! really! like same pattern one sia! the way he talks and actions. LOL!' then i msg lincoln n he said,'ya. many said that they look like bros. ha!' i was right...
i was sittin right infront of kenneth. the way he spoke ah, kinda funny though. actions and the words he used. ' to be take' and some other words. ha! then he always like to say,' u forget this ah, i'll go down and knock ur head.' LOL! funny guy...
then he gave me quite a few assignments already man. this sat n sun. next week thurs n fri. and another job assignment abt givin out juice samples. LOL! lame lei...
he's expecting 25 sets from me on sat n sun! i mean each. oh man! stress but think of the ka ching! too bad can't work with lincoln this weekend. then i wont need to work so hard. LOL! he's a gd salesperson. :) then this kenneth, like uncle sia. kept remindin me about this weekend's job. from this afternoon, before the job trainin, called me to inform me abt next wk's and then remind me abt the job trainin n this weekend's job. omg. then he reminded me several times during the job trainin. think he's confused as well with the others'. then just now at simpang, he called me twice to inform me abt the new job assignment and then he reminded me AGAIN during the 2 calls. wth! aiyo... seriously like uncle sia. kept remindin me till i can memorise already la. anyway, kenneth is lincoln's friend. he's also my in charge. oh welll...

after which, i rushed down to tanah merah to meet joc. poor her. she waited for me for 3hrs! omg. felt real bad. thanks joc! then went to simpang. tham chi kuan was late! as usual~ gotta emphasize on tt. i know he reads my blog. ha! chatted till 12+am before we headed home. tired...

you know, i'm having this weird feeling. i'm feeling rather lazy to work but i have no idea why each time i hear a new assignment, i'll be so excited over it and just agree on it with so much enthu! but after that, i start to regret. LOL! i gotta work... oh man... this sat n sun really sucks. 11-9. but next week will only be like from er oh gosh. i forgot what time i'm supposed to start but uncle kenneth will remind me so no worries. LOL. but i'll be ending like 3pm! tts so early. i wonder why. it'll be at caltex house. but there'll be crowd after office hours! and so, why are we ending like 3pm?! nvm... 4,5 hrs to push sales and it'll be divided by 4 promoters? oh man... wont be earning much from the comm i guess. boo!

the other job assignment, giving out juice samples, i'll be paid like 7per hr. i'll have to wear halter and mini skirt. BUT i need to have white sneakers to have a sporty look! white sneakers! from someone who doesn even do sports, not even joggin. light makeup is needed. er... but sneakers! without tt, i wont be able to work! i guess i'll have to use the pair of swank sneakers which i got it since sec sch? LOL!!! and it still fits me well!!! hahaha! swank~ omg. throw face eh~ just for tt few hrs! ka ching is more impt!

sheena's birthday coming. next his then zhong's. omg omg.
REAL SOON! super broke now!!!

oh ya! interestin story. i asked this guy about passing the timesheet and sales report to kenneth.
he said to do it by email or fax. i said what if i dont have a scanner nor a fax machine. he actually replied,' huh?! u don't have a scanner or a fax machine?!' in my mind i was like,' is tt weird? is it a common thing to have either a scanner or fax machine? can't i be poor? is tt a neccessary thing?' his reaction was like so shocking when he heard my ans. wtf. i sooo wanna slap him. xdd. whatever~

tmr is gd fri! or rather today. i didnt even know! kat and i were like plannin to go down to nyp to hand in our application form! thank god my parents told me and kat went to check. they're closed. omg! ha! what a joke!

[-sick-]