i enjoyed the day, even though it's napfa test.
napfa test sucks to the core.

happenings of the day:

1) 1st station at the incline pull-up. LOL.
here it goes...
as you guys know, i kp quite alot. LOL. no choice.
i was really dying during the incline pull up. ha!
i shouted," i'm dying already!!!" and " i die already la!!! fuck!" when i was doing it.
guess what?
when i finished and got up, i turned and guess who i saw?!
ms irene chan and our dearest course manager, geoffrey da silva!!!!!!!
ms irene chan was laughin to the max man about me saying , " i'm dying already!!!"
i swear she was laughin NON-STOP and so was the course manager!
so PAI SEH you know. PAI SEH. P-A-I S-E-H!!!
gosh.

2) i think 2nd or 3rd station at the shuttle run. my goodness gracious me~
i fell down. yes. all thanks to the slippery track and my non-friction converse canvas shoes.
how did i fall? i turned and pushed, with no friction, yes i fell.
thank goodness only my palm and side of the leg got slight scratches. phew~
anyway, i bargained with the person and i was allowed to retake after i completed the other items. LOL. at least won't be that pai seh you know.

3) at the sit up station.
i partnered with this er... malay guy i guess.
his hair was those puffy ones. faints~
so whenever he did one, (he used tonnes of strength) his hair will fly to the front!
that was where my face was at. WELL DONE.
i gotta turn away but still could smell his hair and tried holding tight to his feet and counting at the same time. man.
the last few situps, he used even more strength until i was going up and down, pressing on his feet. and he didnt help me in my situps. damn! LOL.

4) 2.4km station.
seriously, this station sucks the most!!! oh man...
just 3 years without exercising, i've deproved so muchie!!!
i almost died on the way back.
thank to winsor, the trainer, he jogged back with me. haha!
he's my friend. don't mistaken, unlike what mr allen roche did. faints~
our whole group failed the 2.4km station! weeeee!
so, what do we even bother to pass the 5 items when we failed this one?
damn! they should let us take the 2.4km 1st. if we fail, then why still bother to ask us take the rest when our napfa will be graded as fail in the end man. waste of time.
and ms irene chan cheated my feelings. she said this napfa test will be completed in an hour's time.
but guess what? it was from 3-7pm. wtf.
gotta keep waiting here and there and wasted so much time.



i msg, saying i fell.
when you called, you didn't ask about it.
when i told you, you said i was lousy.
ok. i still can take that.
but you didn't even show the slightest concern by asking how badly did i injure myself and etc.
you didn't ask about it.
i msg you saying ' dar, you not caring de lorz...msg u say i fell down. call oso didn ask abt it. tell u den u only say i lousy. didn even ask how badly i injured or wad de...'
you replied was,' ha ha. lousy la. ha ha. how u fall'
i replied,' i already sae until like tt already... you still sae me lousy n stuff...'
to me, i taut you'll be more anxious abt my injuries instead...


i'm a very extreme person.
i'm usually the optimistic one. no stress no worries..
but that's a problem as well...
when i meet one, i'll start thinking about it non-stop till i get very pessimistic about it.
i can just stand still, think about it till i tear or whatsoever...
i think real deep and maybe too much.
but that's me when i'm really pessimistic about something.

then i start to think, i know you're not the caring type. but i need a bf who is. at least concern when i'm sick or injured. but how can we compromise on that then?
that's when i ever questioned you if you'll be able to take care of me in future? would you know how to if i were to fall sick and stuff? would you?

when i'm having mens cramp, you just laughed at me.
when i said i'm injured, you laughed at me as well.
hmmmmm....
oh wellllll....

[ just hang up the phone. you can't even hear that i'm not my usual self.]