he posted that yst.
but i didn't get to read it till today.

i let him go...
though heart really aches,
but i still let him go...
maybe i'm expectin too much from him.
maybe...
givin him too much pressure.

i love him that much that it really scares me.
never been so in love.
really.
but fate played us.

even prepared myself to wait for him while he's in NS.
that will nv happen...
another holi trip after grad?
that will nv happen...

he won't chase me back.
only i will. ha!
i'm like the guy and he's the girl.
but this time round,
i really let him go.

for the last time,
bye my silly boy...
i love you.