for the past few days, nicole, kat n i kept discussing about v day.
what to get for our partners or what to do for them and etc.
we were all soooo excited about it,
even though it's like there's more than a month to go...
i was exceptionally excited. why?
because that will be our very 1st v day together.
thinking that we're so in love with each other,
i thought he'll be very excited over it as well.
but to my surprise, he actually ask, ' just you and me? or with another couple?'
and sure enough, to him,
it was just another day...
i was disappointed and kinda upset.
he still thought i wanted to pick a fight.
oh well....

told kat. had to release my feelings to someone.
eyes were kinda watery but no tears.
no worries.

i said," if we were 2 years together and it's our 2nd v day, i don't mind celebrating with another couple. however, that's our 1st v day.'

i said to him,' to you, it maybe just another day... but to me, it signifies more than just another day...'

oh well...
i was very excited at first.
but after knowing this,
i guess i should just treat it as it's just another day...
and not think that much.

i've got way much more things to worry about for now.
that's school work.

he just said it's just a qns.
i said through a qns, it clearly shows your thoughts and feelings.
he still can reply more fun ma.
i replied,' if that's what you think... then be it. do it your way and i'll just follow.'
he doesn't know by continuing this topic and tryin to explain his thoughts,
it hurts more.
already i said to me it's signifies more than just another day.
it clearly shows how important that matters to me.
and he still tries to explain his thoughts to me.
then be it.