i'm just upset.
words without actions.
plan the itinerary today? nope.
said if after 8.30pm, won't play the soccer already.
cause usually they will end at 10pm.
left supercuts at 9pm.
in the end he still went after sending me home.
he said if going soccer, afterwhich, he'll accompany me home and stay over.
none happened.

i made him promised that by tomorrow 11pm, he has to get the itinerary done.
if not, i won't be talking to him for a week.
and i'm damn serious about it.
i just hope he can keep his promise.
sigh.

even though many of the times he just said it without actions, i still gave each time a hope.
but always ended up with disappointment.
i guess, to him,
saying it is just to entertain me or just to make me happy for that moment.
but afterwhich, the disappointment becomes greater as well.

afraid of tomorrow's arrival...

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took a day off today.
i'm still left with 6 days off to claim. ha!
next whole week don't have to go to work already.
i hope.
and guess what?
our dearest CM, Mr Jeffrey Da Silva still hasn't come and visit us yet.
wohoo! what a CM.
what a LO.
no idea what will happen...
so cocked up.
sigh.