facts about me: (i would just say i'm weird.)

- i hate dirtying my hands. ha! weird me. dirtying my fingers for awhile, is fine. but seeing them soak in the sauce for minutes and then my fingers start to get wrinkled is a NO-NO. that's why i gotta suck my fingers each time i use them and clear my nails if any food get stuck inside. that's why i always wash my hands that long. LOL.

last time whenever i eat crab, i wont eat them outside but packed it home. if not i'll eat awhile then my parents will help me or at times, i don't even use my fingers.

this had resulted in today's actions. i don't know how to eat a crab. but that's besides the point. and you know what, after washing my hands after eating chili crab, there'll be still smell of it on my fingers. yucks! but now, i'm trying to learn how to eat a crab already but still, my mentality gotta change before i do that (which is rather hard). all the best to me then.

each time u eat a crab, you would mention about that ex whom knows how to eat the crab very well. i was kind of moody already when the sauces got onto my jeans, tops and hair. at that moment when you mentioned, i almost wanted to reply, "next time you just eat with her then." two times we ate crab because of our anni, and two times you mentioned her name when eating the crab. this is not being over-sensitive. the next time if i ever eat crab with you again, i'll be reminded of that ex of yours then. and if you mention again, i won't want to eat crab with you again. seriously. my mentality "yayaya, i know she knows how to eat a crab very well. how many times do you need to mention about that infront of me and that does make me feel a little inferior because i don't even know how to eat a crab. so why don't you just eat the crab with her the next time round and maybe you'll enjoy the crab even more." but of course i didn't say anything when he mentioned. almost only. i swallowed the words down, thinking of not spoiling that special day and took a real deep breathe in. inside me, i was real moody over the stains and that mentality, there was tears actually in my eyes. but nope, i didn't cry. (crazy me). nvm. it's over.

thank god the day still ended well enough...
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anyway, had cramp. sucks as usual. thank god it wasn't a major one. let off early because they had nothing for me to do and they had meeting at 4. so it was kind of pointless for me to stay on. instead of going home, i went to his company to wait for me. i was taking a risk. 1st day of mens is a no joke for me. everyone who knows me should know that. they had seen the worst of it, but not him. i bought panadols and chocolate just in case. wasn't feeling good but stubborn is the word. was said by jordan too. ha! thanks for the concern bro.

facts:
- chocolate does help to relieve a little pain for the cramp. seriously. i mean for me it does. but for a short period of time only. but still, better than nothing.
- don't skip meals when you're having mens. you're losing blood already so you need the intake of nutrients.

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lots of october babies man... this is bad. ha!

03 oct - pri+sec fren, bernie
20 oct - lao shi, mr yeo
21 oct - cuzzie, wilmond
22 oct - girlies, lydia
23 oct - cuzzie, yew joo
29 oct - my bro, alvin

then next month has pokie's and kat's birthday. dec has ying ying's and chi kuan's (kp la). jan or feb has tuna's. march has joc's. april has his, les partner's and sheena's. may has melvin bro's. june has cuzzie, yee peng and my dad's.

for you guys info, i didn't scold chi kuan kp la in the blog. but he ALWAYS says that to me. so in the end, i changed his contact name in my hp to ' rmt- kp la'. hahahahaha!
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happy 2nd month anniversary, dar.
thanks for the pressie. <3
was real glad when it's a pressie you chose for me and not with the help of your friends.
thanks for everything...
<3