31aug(fri) : 1st of all, happy birthday to pris! met my girl, zhong @ 12.30 instead of 11.40! i reached @ 12 and she was even later than me. faints~ LOL. ate kfc! finally satisfying my cravings. right. kfc @ far east is more expensive than it is elsewhere. :(. nvm. walked the whole of far east then tangs then taka then wisma then wheelock. gosh. my ankles almost died on me man. started to hurt real badly. BOO. seriously couldn't walk anymore cause it really hurt that much. sat on a bench @ wheelock and we started playing games! LOL. started off with wu gui wu gui tiao and 5-10. i shal try playing wu gui wu gui tiao with a few people. LOL. but this requires honesty. haha! according to her, it's more fun. right. then here comes the funny part and the highlight. LOL. she got so excited and would jump whenever she shouts a no. LOL. she got too excited already! hahaha! and we started laughing from the start till the end of each game. and and and, i WON!!! yeah! tough battle eh! 4-3. yesh yesh yesh! LOL! we shall compete AGAIN! haha! then she left early for dinner @ home. then i waited for him from 6 to 8. 40pm and i walked from orchard mrt station to hmv. an hour of waiting @ orchard station. i sat till my butt started to ache. and what was worst, my shoulders were aching as well. each time i breathe in, i could feel the suan-ess in my right shoulder and i was hungry. goodness gracious. the feeling was terible. then @ 7.15, i went to the toilet, hoping to waste some time before walking to hmv. started walking around heeren to waste some time. ended up shopping at flash & splash. faints. bought a top. the stussy bag is tempting!!! ( oh ya! if you guys remember seeing this pair of aldo shoes i wanted in my friendster, it's available NOW!!! hahaha!!! goodness la! i was so shocked when it appeared @ wisma's aldo. hohoho~ $65. hmmm... temptations! ). anyway, after getting the stuff, NO MORE SHOPPING. (before that, i got myself a hair clip from chomel.) seriously, i'm not going to bring my posb nets card out anymore. hais. left with $900+. how to pay next semester's school fees?!?! my uob left $100+. really goodness. hard on cash now. seriously, NO MORE SHOPPING! ( kate spade products are tempting. hee) *faints. right. after meeting him, ate heern's wanton noodles! :) another craving.

went over to his place. the bus journey was torturous, especially for my ankles. f*** shit man. was tired and ankles hurt. WELL DONE. after we alighted @ bpp, we didn't talk to each other all the way back to his place. when reach, he straight away went to bed. hmmm... @ 11.15pm, i asked what time he want to leave. he went back to sleep. i asked again, then he woke up and say," ok let's go.". went down, took a cab to my place. on the journey, i only asked one question," why?". when reached my place, after he greeted my parents, he went to my room, settled himself and went to bed. hmmm... so in total for the night, we only exchanged 4 sentences. hmmm... you guys must be wondering why didn't i ask him to stay at his place and sleep instead? right. i did thought of it. but when i was @ his place, i was kind of pissed and irritated. i know my mood ain't good. his ain't any better. so if i have asked, " why don't i take cab home then you stay here and sleep?", he might think i'm showing attitude or along that line eh. don't wish to quarrel anymore. to others, 1st few months are known as the honeymoon period. but for us, we started quarreling on the 2nd day already. honeymoon? ha! trying my best for this relationship. hopefully it turns out well. hais...

so till now he's still sleeping. and me? trying to entertain myself. not really. doing my usual stuff. hais. ankles hurt like f***. is this called accompanying me? or spending time with me? hais.

melvin: i'm sorry... i know i've disappointed you. and i know i've changed... in which way? i think those who really knows me well enough, would know... and of course, i know it best. hais... really hope i can meet up with you soon bro... please take care of yourself... <3

junquan: i miss you lots... what's more, when you enter ns, i guess when that day arrives, i'll tear. seriously. i rarely get to meet up with you already. now that you've entered, we can't even get to chat on msn. hais. i'll miss you lots... take care my ice cream man... <3 [14-09-2007]





can guys' words be trusted?
hmmmm....
individuals' perceptions.