ok... i got to reply to someone's blog first.
i was seriously moodless after i know about that incident.

i'm sorry if i did something wrong.
but seriously, i really heard you told me to tell him.
that's why i was wondering why too. i really swear for that
that's why i'll msg him to tell him that.
i don't know why i didn't hear the word "dont". but i really didn't hear it.
a missing word can really make a difference.
this is a very good example.

BUT, don't just judge from the surface alright?
you seriously don't know what's going on...
i've rejected him.
and i have no intentions to create silent war between you guys.
after reading, i seriously felt bad and guilty and made some actions.
but it's not all one-sided for this case.

i don't even wish to get involved between you guys.
it's torturing for me.
i just wish to get out of you guys lives.

you know, at times, your actions,
i just have lots of question marks about it.
i have no idea what's the real intentions.
all i know, will be based on my assumptions that you're showing concern and really worried about me. yup.

right... it's ok... it's alright...
it's all in the past...
no one really knows how i'm feeling right inside...
maybe that's when getting drunk will be the best solution to it.

i should really stop everything completely.
maybe that's when i can really move on...
i did. but at times, when memories filled my mind, gosh.
it's torturing once again.