9 & 10 aug

thurs( 9aug): happy 42th national day!!! LOL. actually i have no idea how old singapore is until i started asking around. faints. it's ok. met * at cityhall control station. gosh!!! it was so damn crowded man! seriously. that's what i hate the most. crowds. but no choice, who ask me want to see fireworks. haha! right... went down to marina square and did some window shopping before we made our way to the dinner place. right. i forgot the name. the place where they serve pasta and etc. salmon <3. style="font-size:78%;">deep inside me,
at this corner,
the past still holds a very strong place in me.
though it's a past, though it's a memory,
though it had happened years ago,
but still till today, it has a strong impact on me.
f* it. (don't ask)
the moment i start to recall about it,
it will be the moment of tears too.

so because of this,
i'm not ready for anything now.
i just want to break free,
though controlled but it's time for me to fly!
i just want to make it up for myself.
it's time to enjoy some life man.
i don't want to be tied down by anything.
so yup.
you guys will just see me play and play and play,
i just hope i would drop dead before exams.
life is unfair...

anyway, chatted on the phone and i teared because of that. f*. i wonder when will that day, which i would stop crying because of that, arrive? *hais. chatted till 9+am then we decided to meet up for breakfast. faints~ ate at delifrance. wow~ it's been ages since i last ate that. faints.
went home and slept at 1pm.

fri(10aug): woke up at 5+pm. went down to meet the girlies, shawn, wesley, eileena and keng kee for dinner! wohoo! finally it's the gathering! ate zi char and it was love~ we played games, as usual? LOL. had some gross mixtures of sauces as punishment. haha! FUN is the word. cabbed down to queenstown. faints. almost puke in the cab. ah~ can't stand long distance of vehicle motion. watched them play billard before we went down to the pub. right~ ( you dai sai la. go where also no cab. LOL). the world is really small. haha! his friend brought paulynn along. haha! weird feeling at 1st. reached the pub, we were each other's companion. haha! right. learnt how to play the dices. it's the bluff game la. so lame one. LOL. right... drank and drank and drank. faints. the feeling was worst than the previous time. seriously, was shagged and high. but my dear friend there, really high la. both of us can't stand straight. LOL. tanah merah rules la! haha! next time, paulynn and i can share cab home already. LOL. we then realised we have been classmates for 2 years. haha!

though my mum called and nagged,
but i don't care.
i'm just getting back what i've lost in the past.
that's time and freedom.
which is happiness.
you can't give me in the past,
then return it to me now.
so stop nagging!!! and just give up.

reached home at 4am. the feeling was terrible even when i was sleeping, or was trying to sleep. faints. really felt like puking but i didn't. thank god.

jake: why didn't you tell me earlier that you could have gotten us the tickets to watch ndp!!! idiotic. lol. could have brought us to the sheares bridge somemore! faints~ but it's ok la... managed to watch from there too. haha! hope everything is going smoothly for you...

jeremy: idiotic ass! tried bluffing me that we were supposed to meet up today HUH! irrirtating. thank god i could remember what i've done on monday la! LOL. say want to meet, meet until where le sia HUH? who's the busy one now HUH?