ok... new updates!!! actually most of you know about it already... anyway, just to let those who don't know the good news, i would say...

BRYAN AND I ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!

was angry at first, with the things he said about me. it's like total crap man. saying till i'm some sort of a big flirt and trying to hook some big fish, referring to delvin's case. fuck. " i'm trying to get close to him because he's rich and attractive." for god's sake!!! he's not attractive at all! he's even shorter than bryan. come on la~ he's not good looking. ok he's rich. but as if he'll give me his money and by the way, do i look like i'm in need of his money? i guess he would rather spend on some gucci stuff. fuck man.

then he carried on with marcus, hp, nano, girlfriends, guyfriends, status, comparisons and don't know what crap la. seriously, all i can say is different people have different mindsets. to me, he maybe immature. but to him, i maybe insensitive. whatever it is, our mindsets just clash with each other's. so, i truly gave up. now i'm convinced because i saw the end result. yup.

heart ache? nope for him but for myself because i'm said by him till like some .... nvm. no words to describe. forget it. i just hope we can be friends. at least when we see each other in school, it won't be so awkward. hopefully. anyway, yup.

random thoughts:
to me, the happiness moment would be when i'm in the arms of the one i love, and then he kisses my forehead. i look up and i smiled back.
awww~~~ just the thought of that, it melt my heart already. to me, it's the sweetest thing already...
where's that guy, who will do that for me?

anyway, bubble tea session with kat in the afternoon before lesson. then had another bubble session with kat agn, lydia and pokie! wohoo! LOL. bubble tea freak. haha! no, i'm not.
chatted till 7.21pm and that's when melvin msged me to ask if i'm home! haha! i totally forgot the time and thank god he msg me. phew~ ok i know if he reads this, haha! *opps! immediately i called my dad then went home to change into shorts and off i went to meet him outside my house~

another heart-to-heart chat with him at our usual coffee bean at ecp. ok i only i'm silly but like what i've said, i'll still choose to try again with him if i'm given another choice. because, i still need the end result to convince me. left coffee bean and went for a walk at the beach. the sea breeze was good. very relaxing. i seriously don't mind going there every night... just by looking at the sea and the stars, along with the breeze, no more worries at all, just for those moments.

just imagine coming to ecp at night with the one you love, just by sitting at the bench and enjoying each other's company, enjoying the view and the stars, omg man... that's just so romantic~

anyway, reached home at 12 plus. forgot the time. haha! but no school tomorrow! so? LOL...

busy life... but with what? PROJECTS!!! suckiest thing on earth...

ice cream man,
i miss you~
it's been days since i last met you...
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