i think i shouldn't read bryan's blog anymore... *heartaches if my guess is right... nvm
silly me. foolish me. he doesn't worth it at all. i doubt he even miss me that bit.

anyway, so many things happened around me.
my dad's cousin passed a way few days ago because she had high fever. she went into a coma then 3 days later, she passed away. omg. damn shocking.
then there's ying ying's friend's accident, melvin has his case to settle, roy got into a car accident. furthermore, junwei broke up with his gf. he bought her a $700 diamond necklace for anni but few days later, they broke up. zieg was talking about his ex as well.
so many sad cases.
ok. my heart still aches a little after reading bryan's blog. damn! i will stop reading his blog from now onwards.

though i'm enjoying the freedom now, but still when i get emo or feel lonely, i'll think back of the past... wishing that there's someone by my side, whom i can lean on...

amanda, you're so lousy.
why does this incident has such a great impact on you?!?!
argh!!! i can't wait for sip and graduation!!!
love life just sucks...

and who am i to console people when i'm can't even help myself... hais.
hopefully i did cheer them up alittle and hopefully, i didn't give the wrong advices
my tagline ' welcome the future, live in the present and forget about the past'
that's what i believe in...

anyway, i want to thank zieg for those racist jokes. lol!
qns: what do you call an indian wearing a white belt?
qns: what do you call a bunch of indians swimming in a pool?
qns: what do you call two indians wrap in aluminium foil?
qns: what do you call a bunch of indians sliding down?

thanks for all the concern! i'm feeling better already... <3

i just hate the night when i'm at home...
i've moved on during the day and when i'm outside with friends.
but i just can't help it when i'm alone at home,
no one can save me except myself.
i know that.
all i can hope for is to allow time to take away those pain...
memories? hmmm... don't wish to keep those either.
i wish to escape and take a long holiday from everything...
it's time to take a break and have a kit-kat~