so FUCKING PISSED OFF.
parents kpkb because i reached home at 1+.
fuck shit.
i know they're worried and stuff.
but come on, although to them i'm only 19,
but seriously speaking,
how long or what age, to them, will be counted as a grown up?
30+? 40+?
to parents, a child will always be their precious little one.
19 to them maybe still a young kid who doesn't know how to take care of herself/himself.
but let's put it in other words.
i'm already in year3.
next year when i graduate, i'll be entering the working society.
WORKING SOCIETY.
they can't possibly babysit me all the way till i die...
it's time to start learning how to give their trust to me.
i know what i'm doing.
it's not like i have zero working experience.
although compared to theirs, my work experience may be insignificant.
but i've some contact with the outside world already.

why my friends' parents give them their trust and mine don't?
how i wish my parents are like theirs...
i know it's good to have people caring for you.
but there's a limit to everything.

they've ruined my childhood days...
i won't allow them to do the same to my poly days.

family is well doing, is one thing.
the things to sacrifice or rather in exchange for that, is another thing.
i'm one who needs freedom.
they should thank god that i don't go clubs, pubs or even smoking and drinking.

tell me how can i change their mindset?
it's the 21st century... hais.